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I don't know anymore
In past I always thought I eithervtruly was mental or I was just a hypochondriac
but it took me loooooooooooooong time to realise I truly am an exception to every rule, a secret spyce in every meal, an oddity to every deal
I'm out of tome I'm out of time I'm out of time I'm out if time time time time time time theres no more time I'm already two years ahead of that I shouldn't really be here right now I know exactly where I should resode now
but I'm selfish, and people do all kinds of messed up shit for their own benefit
despite being a staunch atheist I can't really shed that mysticism and religiosity they shoved down my throat, not that I want to... it's really no big deal, I am still composed and rational but pinder way too often about the afterlife and if I can machiavelli my way into something more on that other side; but my head is throbbing so bad I wonder how much damage would a hit from a hammer and a nine inch nail provide to the head, I reckon it'd be zero with how far that gum had rotten away
nothing makes sense, it never did, it didn't for so long but I ran away from that fact until my legs broke
