>>996922Man, you've got this shit down. Don't give up, don't get insecure, none of that. Put in some good music, get you something good to drink and soak in all the good fortune. If things start to seem dark just remember there's always a glimmer of hope in even the darkest of clouds. Per aspera ad astra, through hardships to the stars, you know? The fact that you're even trying is commendable especially in a generation that seems to encourage selfish complacency.
It's going to be hard, you know this, but there will be a moment where all of it will become easier. Sort of like hitting a wall and breaking through it.