>>1984675damn that's heavy shit anon. I had a similar feeling that I was becoming paranoid schizo, but that's pretty common with acid. It lets you see the crazy side of you, after my bad trip situation I would attempt to red pill myself but end up thinking that I was crazy for believing conspiracy theories. There were points where I'd almost fall asleep and start hearing voices. I'd see faces in things that didn't have faces, I developed a fear of the dark, and opening doors.
But then I realized that it was all stress related, and on top of it, I was running from my past. After my bad trip I couldn't let it go, I'd talk to myself or to people I trust about it almost every day for about a year. I was way too deep for my experience level.
BUT that all went away, and I feel happy and as good as I did before. Sometimes when people are depressed it can be because of many things. Sometimes it helps to self analyze your life and see what went wrong and how you can fix it.
