>>16642725I love my Lübeck, but staying it is for almost all my life has gotten kinda boring. It is the town I will die in, but I want to see some of the rest of the world.
I wanted to go to Hamburg soon with some relatives.
Maybe go to Rome. It is a new opportunity and I haven't had much time to put thought in it. It seems far more interesting, since I have never been to a foreign country. And Rome is a special borough in so many ways.
The culture of monasticism in Europe has already been declining since before the reformation. Yeah, monasteries and the monk life are not what they used to be anymore. But nobody says that you have to live in a monastery in Russia anyway. I think they have some Russian communities in Mt. Athos, and that seems to be one of the few places where the traditional system of cloistered life is upheld. But I don't know if they would tolerate someone like you, with your tranime and VNs. I don't know what happens behind closed doors there. I am sure if they saw you jerking to some loli hentai, they would immediately kick you out. But if you wanted to you could sacrifice your current life, if that life prospect seems better to you.