>>3314072I'm tired of life, not necessarily woe'd by it. Just tired and apathetic to it all, and I've been like this for a very long time. Yet suicide is 100% not an option. If I committed suicide, that would be the second child my already severely depressed mother has lost. She would probably kill herself, leaving my little sister alone. I don't want that to happen. So I choose to live and try to make the best out of it.