>>23539864I had a hot butch lesbian(she was in the Army and I'm really good looking) at a hole in the wall bar offer to buy me a beer once
The bulldykes have had enough practice hitting on women they are usually pretty confident about approaching men
But of course you have to do my act, which is I sit at a bar looking good and don't even glance at women, or others, I just watch the outdoors sports channel while nursing a beer and make it pretty obvious that if no one directly approaches me then there is zero chance I am going to do anything but enjoy my beer and maybe pass jokes with the bartender(showing you are sociable but didn't come there to "meet people")
I should of given that dyke my number but I had just gotten out of a long term relationship that the ex shit canned out of the blue, and at this stage I became convinced that yes I could get into a relationship, but it would be doomed to end in bitter tears and fighting like all the ones before it.
In my eyes, by avoiding becoming entangled for even a one night stand, I am saving us both from being hurt in the long run, and the less they know me, the less likely they are to turn on me
I am in love with being in love, but I cannot handle heartbreak, it shatters me into a thousand pieces and I am barely held together as is by dried snot epoxy and duct tape
