>>4214849I live in a hotel, technically only graduaded elementary school and am dirt poor...and quasi-suicidie.
Stop, also life is suffering. It's not edgy, it's a long held buddhist perspective. I think it's true. To obtain enlightenment you need to suffer Waaay more than you have.
Otherwise continue your trajectory and goodluck. If we don't meet again before the apocalypse than goodbye.