>>816431>>816414>>816337>Be 22>Come out of a bad break-up with some psychotic 9/10 cunt>We broke up because I had to move away>Go see my older friends, talk about said cunt>They set me up with some qt3.14 they know>Goes really fucking well>She's really nice, we enjoy the same things, vidya, philosophy, art, litterature, etc.>She says she wants to see me again soon>We see two days later>It really clicks>She openly says she likes me a lot and all of that>fuckyeah.jpeg>She's in a bad place right now, friend tried to an hero, she's in her finals and struggling, works all the time, gets hit by PMS>I try to be supportive, has little effect>We see each other a third time, goes p well again, but things are a little weird>Start talking on messenger, things become awkward>She starts saying that she needs time, doesn't want to rush anything, >''You're a great guy Anon'' ''If this doesn't work, we can always stay friends'' ''I'm not a simple girl, Anon, sorry''.>So I said fine, let's take this slow, I'm more than okay with it>Things are still awkward, she's struggling really bad with school, getting little sleep and crying all the time>Autism kicks in>i showed her how insecure I am, telling her I liked her so much and we have a good thing and I want to make this work>Poor delivery>We hardly talk for a while, she's busy with finals and such>She calls me out of nowhere, asks if I wanna hang out with her friends>Go, barely talk, her friends just steamroll the conversation away>Walk her back to her car>''Bye''>Haven't said a word to her sinceThing is I actually like this woman, I haven't liked anyone in a long time, not in that way. So now I'm left with my social ineptitude and my autism, no gf and a whole lot of self-hatred.
