>>15492390>but it also takes immense mental energy and taken years for me to get toGood that you're pulling through, anyhow. It's what it is, though, like you said before, you're just gonna need to go through this pressure and get to your goals, so that you can be comfortable later on in life. You've already been strong enough to get this far, I'm sure you can make it through the rest of the way up, too. But, you can at least make it easier on yourself by disconnecting yourself from things in life that make you feel bad, and paying less mind to the stuff that doesn't really matter to you.
>My mom doesn't force me, it's more like I feel like I have toYou don't. Just say no. She sounds insanely ungrateful and uncaring for what you want for yourself, even after how much you've helped her out, and you're not doing anything like lazing around every day either. If she won't even let you eat by yourself, she obviously wants everything you do to be in the way that she wants, while having no idea what you're going through, so, yeah, she is forcing you, mentally, and it's hurting you. But, you can still say no. She can't physically force you into doing anything that you don't wanna. Do you think you'll feel bad about, and feel like a bad person, if you refuse to do the things she wants? She doesn't actually care about and support you, so, you shouldn't pay mind to her views on you. Next time, please do what you feel is best for you and your comfort, rather than what she's forcing you to do. You don't have to be dealing with this shit.
