>>17906847I spent what seemed like an eternity in an indescribably short period of time until I appeared here. If the "gnostic" path is supposed to lead to the same state, I don't understand what the goal even is.
On the contrary, I did wish and think several times already that I ended up in a kind of observatory where I could watch people commit to their ideas, without being constrained by time, resources and other such things like today. Time then again serves as an inescapable curse, along with memories, but despite that I don't think non-existence (or reaching a state of pure bliss which I won't call "existing") is a preferable outcome, at all.
Looking back at my current life, however chaotic it might've been I still would like to do several things time and time again without really even minding the repetitiveness of it all. Most notably cooking. I can't get tired of making things.
