>>7284213Maybe you will, you definitely sound like the type. The fact that you're learning on yourself just because you're bored is a pretty positive indicator. And 20 is still young, relatively speaking. I wish I could tell you what to do to get there. But I'm not even entirely sure how I got here myself, it's all just a big blur of causes and effect. I tried giving up on my work many times but every time after a few weeks something just drew me back. And now I've put so much time into it I'm basically running purely on the sunk cost fallacy. It's not a glorious lifestyle tho, and neither is it pleasant or healthy. But it is an interesting one at the very least
