>>19536795Don't you ever lose hope, friend.
Remember that we don't need much to be happy. If possible, take a time for yourself and try organizing your thoughts.
Also, seeing you unhappy is what they want. Seeing you ashamed of who you are is their primary weapon against us. They want you broken, they want you dependent of serotonin peaks they promise as "happiness", be it through sex, drugs, or any other bullshit. Seek true happiness.