>>23521054Many years ago, when I was barely 9 or 10 years old; I was walking outside with my mother to somewhere after an argument with her. My already long term pent up emotions even then made me cry of despair on the streets, and I told her I wish I could just die, at such a young age.
All she did was tell me to jump in front of a car if Im so certain about it
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How I wish I had the childish courage back then to just follow through with it, I would avoid years and years of pain and suffering Ive already lived through with no payoff. And now I lack the willpower to even kill myself
