>>17100054i think for most of my life i tried to overcompensate, for what i felt was my inadequate capacity of forming meaningful relationships, by making shitloads of completely pointless "friends" that meant nothing to me and were annoying to keep up
at some point i just couldnt be bothered anymore and stopped giving a shit, now i have maybe 4-5 real friends and rarely go out and ive honestly never been comfier
