>>6803896hoho god you have no idea
>be in highschool>have convo with friend>"You should be more confident with the things you do, Anon. Don't be so shy to speak to people about how you really feel!">Have SCD, antisocial tendencies lead me to take this advice without any filter>start telling girls that I like about what my fantasies are>some of them entertain the ideas but tell me no>others are blatantly disgusted>take more liberties with the ones who entertained the ideas, escalate to touching, which goes back and forth. Stupid highschool grabass game.>get bored of this after awhile>want sex>upfront about it >"Anon, you understand the implications of all of the things you want to do, r-right?">"Of course. You can trust me.">this is obviously a lie>I have continuously lied>I act confident but have no idea where the hell I'm headed because I don't actually talk to anyone else about what I do>eventually am told to fuck off by people who either feigned or actually expressed interest but were scared off by my hedonism and nonchalantness>get angry for about 2 weeks bc no ussy 4 u hehe>eventually have outburst in class and tell a girl I find attractive "Thanks for the view." As she came back to her seat from the board during a presentation.>she's appalled.>"You're a disgusting person, Anon!">teacher hears everything >get sent to adj. counselor's office>"Was this an outburst, Anon?">initiate 'leedgychadbastard.exe'>"I only intend to inflict pain with my actions. I couldn't care less about the consequences.">"Yeah... Sure thing, Anon...">sent back to class>called back in around midday>"You're suspended for 2 days for this. Who should we call to notify?">ohshitohshit.jpg>calls mom>think of American Psycho phonecall admission scene>Blurt out "This is only the tip of the iceberg, mom" while on phone.>lock the door to the office>"Anon, what are you trying to say?">admit to everything done prior leading up to the incident (cont.)
