>>9801828I lived in a semi-rural school district on the poor outskirts of a major metro in Texas that was 60% Hispanic, 20% black, 15% white, 5% asian.
>Elementary school: nothing out of the ordinary, got along with classmates, teachers, small local school>Middle school: school was nearly 100% overcapacity from bussing in from nearby ghetto, gang fights common, every year had at least one black/Hispanic race riot>police K9s on several occasions interrupted classes to sniff for cocaine>after a drug bust or a big gang fight the admin would collectively punish the entire grade by locking the school down like a prison and treating us like prisoners>constant bullying from shitskins for being slightly cubby and white, mostly non-physical because I was taller/stronger but got jumped a few times>admin did nothing to stop bullying and I never fought back because I was afraid of my "permeant record", self defense was illegal at my school
>became depressed, gained over 150 lbs, developed anxiety that never went awayHigh school:
>Got into a local tech magnet school>much better than middle school but my severe anxiety, depression and obesity never allowed me to make friends or anything>was still bullied and acceptable target of everyone>gained another 100 lbs>just go to school come home play vidya sleep repeat until graduation I'm 24 now and I feel broken. I can never trust anyone and only alcohol helps. Completely blackpilled.
