>>15651492We're all lonely. I keep hoping someone will forgive me and sometimes it doesn't happen but you can keep hoping and that's about all. Don't get too caught up in wanting aesthetics. A good portion of your friends will end up divorced. You're imagining what it's like. It's often not like that. But this, whatever this is, is fucking horrible. Just try and meet someone you can talk to. It's horrible though dude. I can't even articulate anymore how horrible this is.