>>15796168No. And, hey, miss you. That's hard to say, you know.
>>15796172It's alright, you had fun nonetheless like you said, so, I think that's what makes it. That's a bit of a strange circle to be in though, lol.
>couldn't paintAnd that's alright too, maybe in the future, once you get better at it and all.
>have been thinking about something, something lot more importantIf you wanna talk about it, I'm here. Okay if you don't want to, of course. But please think carefully about it, if you can.
>>15796190>I want to study english grammar and learn Japanese.Ah, nice. You probably don't need me to tell, but, your English is already pretty good, I can comprehend what you say for the most part, and that's what's important, even if you make some grammar errors, it takes nothing away from the conversation, so, it's no matter. I think improving grammar is a thing of simply using the language, though. Not really one of studying and memorizing things, you know? It seems like you're already doing what you need to, so, you'll naturally improve at it as time goes on.
>First I have to say I don't think I can get along with other mainlanders.Right, I know the feel. I don't feel like I fit in here at all either, not one bit. I suppose that's to be expected, because in a country like mine or yours, that's the usual curse that comes along with breaking out of that "normal" which is pushed into everybody, with media and all, like you said. But I think it's worth, I wouldn't really like to have my life in that way. I guess we're still controlled to an extent, which can't be helped since we consume the internet so much, but, just at least regarding the stuff pushed onto people in my country, I'd say I'm very detached from it. Funny how I'd be a different person in every single way possible, if I just had not been given access to internet and picked up English. Probably the same with you, I imagine. Those two things are what causes cases like you or I. Part 1, post too long.