>>21952121You think like a gnostic, I see why it would be appealing to you. Inherent in all your statements about how "Yahweh is mean" is an assumption that you are above Yahweh and are competent to be His moral judge. His actions are deemed good or bad based on whether or not you approve. If He is God--the Supreme author of reality--and not your own consciousness, you have it reversed. This view that reality is an illusion and your own consciousness is the highest authority is deeply gnostic.