>>4477833I feel you anon, it left me restless for the first two days.. the gore didn't even phase me one bit, it's just everything else that happened and how it went down.
I'm still dumbfounded by this and mostly left without words to express how I feel.
Fuck, I even questioned if I was becoming a normie.
The shit just ain't right and makes me bothered by this. I went on a autistic few days of just listening to the songs he listened to before committing suicide as I lurked around further in his online history.
I just really have no idea on what else to say since I am still lost for words.
Just like you, I like gore and can fully stomach it.
It's just everything played out.. he looked so emotionless and calm about the situation.. knowing the story too is even more saddening.
Fuck I want to talk more about this but I am just lost for words to explain
