>>12922793yeah it was the year i was playing bari sax for band and i fell down on my ass with it in my lap. lotta weight going in a very straight line all at once. was fine for a while but later on i had loss of vision and feeling in half my body combined with extreme migraines and didn't put it together with the fact that i feel
i think it has to do with some sort of childhood trauma but idk, he's just a kind of weird guy overall. i'm not necessarily great with this stuff in theory, i've just found that i do very well when my back's against the wall so i got good at putting my back against the wall
for example fear only serves to dissuade you from doing things and once i'm in the office it's not like i'm gonna sprint so there's no point in being worried about it anymore. making the appointment isn't unpleasant either so i just go ahead and do that then i'm locked in and have no choice to go ahead
>>12922814i'm still on a 980 lol. it's getting old too so it could die out on me randomly then i'm really doomed.
