>>10247785your a good guy for making it so far. you lived a pretty hard life. i hope its better for you now. i dont really know much about scizhofrenia to be honest. in my case i have ADHD and people with ADHD are much more in risk to do crime and most have developed Oppositional defiant disorder (ODD). when i was little they denied giving me medication because i did well in school so i didnt need to. so my brain didnt get to develop normally like other kids. medication would make my brain grow. but im glad i got my life i guess. even though sometimes i want to kill people out of rage. i try to improve myself despite feeling like im a bottomfeeder. so i hope i do well and i hope you do well too. even though life can sometimes be weird and bullshit.