>>15929572But, it's not like I get any education from being there, I don't really absorb anything. That's more so on me, but, still.
>>15929604Hello to you. So, are you back home for good, now? Nothing for me to add, but that's nice if it's the case, relax as much as you can, I'm sure things have been feeling like a lot lately, have a good one.
>>15929607Yeah, I figured. The only direction I've got for getting out of it is having your desire to connect and socialize be stronger than your fear or resentment, and spontaneously doing the things that you're scared of or just randomly run across, but maybe you've got something better and more specific in mind, if that's not already it. Hope it works out anyhow.
Something seeming so little can change pretty much everything, and I feel that you're already getting there with having to start a job. It's still just hard to imagine getting joy from things after you literally lose the capacity of enjoying regular stimuli, because your brain gets used to always being overloaded. You have to get over complacency, try things new to you and break convention, or stay in your little hole that you've dug. Make a move to take opportunities once you get there, that is if they show themselves of course.
And, right, I'm a few dozen laps behind you still, I'll likely end up the same way although not nearly there yet. Better enjoy it while you still can, I suppose.
If you feel like sharing, I wonder what it is you're thinking, exactly.
>>15929818>i'd like to Shoot.
>it's been weirdOh, damn. It sounds like you might be pushing yourself just a tad bit too much. That's pretty worrying that you didn't eat or anything for so long, you know, at that point of forcing yourself into productivity, it's not really anything that's of help anymore. Take care of yourself and make sure you feel good first, and then do whatever it is that you need to. Else, you'll keep having inconsistency issues like that. Part 1.
