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Sometimes I get mid-fap thoughts, where I contemplate the state of my existence, these strange human feelings, and their absolute meaninglessness in the face of this infinite, careless, emotionless and senseless universe we inhabit. I think of all the lives that have preceded us and this civilization, and I wonder: did they feel the same as us? What bothered, scared them? What did they enjoy, love and care for?
I think of all the things that could happen, that will happen, and that could have happened, was it not for this reality we flow in and out of at every moment.
And I think about death: war, disease and senseless accidents cutting this mind-numbing mechanic that is life to a halt. What does death feels like? Where, if anywhere, do the dead of this world go? And on my deathbed, what will I feel?
Then I nut, and I go back minding my business, as if none of these thoughts ever crossed my mind.
