>>9072980>Pretty sure weed was a large contributing factor to my current anxiety issues.Certain terpenes have the side effect of causing anxiety and paranoia. Don't know them off the top of my head don't care to check. Could be prolonged exposure to high concentrations of THC and not evening it out with CBD.
As a dude weeder I can't really say but I can say that it wouldn't shock me.
>Good kid though.Definitely. A little too clingy but otherwise nice guy. Has his issues but really just needs someone stable to talk to.
>Your mental well-being should be your primary concern.I haven't really even considered it. I've got too many other things to prioritize and once I do start trying to function it will just cause problems. My life was turbulent and a struggle for survival until now. I'm not gonna let it go for my own petty wants.
> Love yourself.Sorry but NO U. I'm a fucked up person inside and out. There's not much to love about me and the people who love me are even more fucked up. I'm not kidding. My ex wife took a shot at me with my own gun, I was a pimp for a short time and currently I'm a street hustling loan shark. I face what I am and unfortunately there's nothing to love.
>>9072983If you're getting into programming I suggest learning the skills and building an extensive portfolio. From the nerds at my work I've heard it's more about knowing what you're doing and having the portfolio to prove it than degrees.
What's stopping you from getting a borger jerb?
>>9072995>I've always been someone who would go with the flow and roll with the punches, but now it finally seems like I don't have any ability to influence my own actions.That's a big problem man. I mean I'm going through it right now.
Can't really say much other than try your best man.
