>>17082408I only have my parents. and they won't last long.
no friends for 10 years, no girlfriend - too (well, obviously here, and im virgin. lmao)
and I start to think that loneliness is not so bad actually ... because there are no distractions for a quiet life
but my heart is still empty
I miss my 18-year-old cat ... I’m unlikely to be able to get an animal again, it’s a pity and troublesome to mess around with him, there will be no free time for him, as in childhood.
all my life I fantasized and sometimes wrote down dreams. to someday create a book/game based on them.
but this is already unlikely, there are a lot of such things on the Internet right now. and I'm just writing for myself... to understand myself better.
Loona - is another example. the subconscious mind drew it 4 times ... probably. when I felt something. my feelings are locked inside and sometimes it's hard for me to deal with them
people call me boring, callous, cold, silent
I would do all sorts of things if I had any talent. and so I can’t draw or write beautifully for fanfiction
