>>2971505After reading all your replies I just think you're depressed and unhappy with your life desu. When someone's depressed, everything seems worse to them, and it seems like other people feel shitty as well. It clouds your whole worldview. Go outside more, get more Vitamin C and D (take supplemental pills if you have to), adopt a healthy diet that boosts your mood and cognition, and commit yourself to something you're good at
you spend so much time talking about a career but at the end of the day very few people find a fulfilling life out of their career. it's family, having meaning in life, and feeling like a productive, contributing member of society that usually makes people content with their lives. Unfortunately liberals have dissolved a lot of once-strong civic bonds in this country, so all this is a lot harder, but it's still possible. Don't give up hope at such a young age OP.