>>11254662see the thing is for people like me its strenuous on the mind to act "acceptable" and doing it for too long burns us out, so when I dont need to filter myself I wont
I always thought I was just a bad person because of this up until recently when I found out that other people like me go through this kind of burnout when filtering or masking for too long with too much stress and no relief so that makes me feel better and more caring for myself