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When I was in middle school there were 2 chicks in my group of friends (we were all nerds), a chihuahua-like short tomboy with dark hair and a tall blonde with big tits. They weren't particularily hot or anything but I thought they were cute and I got along really well with them.
I had a crush on the blonde but more chemistry with the short one. She would often tease me about random stuff and one day during the last year, where I was in a terrible mood due to family stuff, she kind of made fun of the hoodie I was wearing and I kinda chimped out, I forgot what I said but we ended up being mad at each other.
Like a stupid retard I didn't apologize or try to make up with her, even though now as an adult I understand that women never apologize even when they're at fault. I was too proud to understand that at the time.
Anyway towards the end of the year she sent me some texts basically calling me a cunt and such, and one of the last texts was soemthing like "I love you", then pause, then "Just kidding". At the time I thought she was just lying to hurt me so I blocked her. Then went to a different high school (and dropped out shortly after), I never saw her a gain, didn't even try googling her name to see what she's up to, same with her blonde friend.
That was something like 13 years ago (I'm 28 now) and I still think about it often, I even sometimes dream about it. I keep wondering if she did love me at some point or not, we often joked together and she didn't really tease anybody except me. I regret being too autistic to try something, and also not realizing that I liked her personality more than the kind big-titted one.
