>>10160239I study as I'm holding on strands of hair to keep me from falling
I don't expect to succeed but I'm not just giving up this late in the game, might aswell try to atleast pass the first year
>unable to specialiseon contraire mane, those 5 years makes me more than capable working in a wide variety of institutions and or offices which are more than well payed, even marketing of all things
>compromisedI'll give you that, the man who throws away his vice the moment he uses it is never likely to be caught in it
>cringy enviromentoh you really never talked to underage normalfags now have you, truly those scaps reminisce me of youtube comments, horrific and wince inducing... but entirely understandable, been there done that bout 3 to 5 years ago
I guess I always was and will be a cringecase but atleast my shift of several years makes me appear more like a shizo nutcase to peers and an oddball to my superiors