>>21076890just keep going and see what happens. that's my mindset these days. I know I have no future. I'm already 31, single, and I live paycheck to paycheck. I've considered suicide before in the past but I figure if life is bad enough where I want to permanently end it, then I might as well stay alive and see how things develop. It doesn't matter either way so that means it doesn't matter if I just hang around and see what comes next. I'm also afraid of death despite the desire for life to end so this makes it an easy choice.
also stop caring about anything. who cares about milestones and expectations. that's all meaningless bullshit, all of that stopped mattering when they flooded us with immigrants and did 9/11. just do what you have to do and live as comfortably as you can. don't listen to anyone and laugh in everyone's face when they try to make you take things seriously.
life is a lot more fun and less miserable since i've adopted this outlook
