>>2558458I was with friends in the park and we made a campfire, we do this from time and it's pretty nice in general
Whatever today I learned female friend I have a crush on has a boyfriend now, kinda nice for her but after that all I could think about was establishing self control so nobody is able notice I'm sad
>Why do I have to be such a fucking introvert I can't even talk about my feelings to my closest friends because always when I start to talk about feels my eyes start to wet, I don't even know why, when I try it Its not that I feel sad or that I have to cry but the tears just start to flow and it's fucking embarrassing
I wish I just had the wizard power to not fall in love but I just can't control it
I tryed