>>8522905Mainly cause I'm not trying to get one. I'm fairly happy without one right now anyway, though I'm not closed to the idea. That being said I'm not gonna go out of my way to get one at least right now cause any social rejection I get or stupid thing I do perpetually haunts me on a daily basis for years after the event. The fear of this inevitable outcome is beginning to paralyze me and prevent me from putting myself out there. My mental health goes downhill whenever I socialize too much, and it comes back when I stop. I have a sneaking suspicion that anti-anxiety medication would help me immensely, but I can't be bothered going in and trying to get some right now.
