>>7138639>isnt that a fetish?I spent maybe between 1k and 2k on pic related.
I never really wanted anything in return of the money, I felt an excitement when I gave her things. I think some people are raised to express their love through money and material things, and that's why I felt that pleasure.
However I couldn't reconcile my emotions with my reasoning that she was a privileged person living an easy life just because she won a genetic lottery that allowed her to exploit people needs for her own benefit.
That conflict eventually led me to hurt her. I was also jelly of some people getting more attention from her, I wasn't exactly a saint.
