>>9611893First off, look at all of the great music, architecture, art and societal order that was created with Christ at its core.
St. Peter's Basilica, the Sistine Chapel, Gregorian chant and Christian hymns and so on and see if you find some inspiration.
Then start to read the New Testament.
When you find your self in a moment of weakness, stop and pray. Just the simple act of praying is a nice break from whatever situation you find yourself in. Many people have broken addictions through prayer.