>>2829404It puts everything on hold mentally (thoughts and plans). I'm also one of those poor souls that gets a stimulant boost from alcohol too. It's probably a self perpetuating system, but I have almost no energy day to day. If I start doing shots of vodka I actually gain energy similar to a couple cups of coffee. I'll clean the place and manage my $$$. However the next day I'm hung over and super low energy and the cycle repeats after a couple days breather.
>>2829412Yeah, okay, you went the medical angle but I'm so fucked otherwise man... when i'm a few drinks deep i feel like I'm young again. It's hard to feel anything otherwise (sorry for cliché) I'm alienated and isolated right now. I have started building myself up and that is solid advice but it's hard to fully transition.