>>17709939Are you some sort of floating ball of plasma? I haven't felt anything akin to spirituality since I was young and dumb, and unaware just how numbing and deadening the world really is. I just don't get it.
There is nothing left, but some cancer maybe, some sickness, death of loved ones, some hospital time, a couple funerals, and my own sickness and death. There is no fucking future.
I can not ascape that thought. It's just there. THERE IS NO FUTURE. Not for me. Not for us. There life, a couple decades of good health, sickness and death. That's it.
Finding Jesus is pretty goddamn irrelevant to those cold hard facts.
