>>20812767I'm just going to regret my eurobeing vacation and resent my family(and people in general) even after recovering.
My brother also has schizophrenia and arthritis and it's ruining all our lives. My parents don't give a fuck about me despite forcing me into sports where I got injured. My brother keeps starving half to death talking about people feeding him shit or semen.
Wears on you.
When you feel real emotions and aren't drunk or high it just grinds you away until you're nothing.
He won't change.
