>>5631159Please, I beg you, DO NOT TAKE THEM
They really fucked me up, almost got me to off myself, and ever since I came off of them I've never been the same. I have a constant haze over my life, never feel in control, I'm more fucking depressed than when I went on them and I don't even feel like I'm in control of my life anymore, I feel like an observer, not an actor.
I can fully understand why statistically the vast majority of mass shooters were on SSRI's. I never feel any emotions anymore except for apathy, or anger. The only time I feel any other emotion is through seriously INTENSE things. Something insanely hilarious happens? Maybe I'll laugh a bit, and crack a smile. Train barreling towards me? Maybe I'll feel mild panic. All the things I used to love and enjoy, I no longer get satisfaction from. I rarely find myself enjoying video games, and I've lost all interest in movies or music.
It makes total sense that people on SSRI's start to engage in risky behaviors such as gambling, or develop a risk seeking habit.
I went through my entire fucking life saying, "I'll never take anti-depressants" even though I was always depressed as a child, through my teenage years and early adult life, it's NOTHING compared to how I feel now. I was 27 when I made the decision to go on them because I was pressured like a total cuck by my really hot desi Indian doctor woman. I wish I could go back in time and stop taking them.
I now see SSRI's as the chemotherapy of mental illness. The niggers and kikes that develop these drugs do so with no real regard for the patient, they have no fucking idea what they're actually doing, so they take the "if we can't get to the root cause of what is causing emotional instability, just nuke all emotion!" They're fucking cunts and I genuinely feel nothing but disdain and hatred towards any fucking cunt that works in pharmacology