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So i basically was born into an upper middle class environment but i was spoiled absolutely rotten and was just completely isolated from the realities of life and self supportation. my parents never disciplined me or tried to "raise" me to be anything. they just gave me an amex gold card with a 2k monthly spending limit and let me have at it. The worst part is after all this my dad is a fucking loser who's housepoor, no assets, and will be completely reliant on social security payments in a few years. He has 300k in debt from taking out parent plus loans and then just not making payments on them (i went through his mail). So im not gonna inherit anything at all.
Well i "had at it" with the amex but i just wasted the money getting bottles, going to parties, ordering food, and fucking sluts. I lived like a low-level aristocrat. I sleepwalked through a worthless degree, graduated, and continued to just do "nothing"
Well, after i forced myself to leave my parents house and support myself, i now I live with a roommate in a working class spic neighborhood outside the city and have three thousand dollars to my name. I have no skills and I have to fabricate my resume because the truth is i just took garbage retail jobs and quit them after a few months so I'd have money to buy something a little outside my amex's spending limit. I've never consistently worked for longer than a year and that was only at one of the 15+ "jobs" ive had in my life
In my mind i was supposed to be some rich, smug white kid that had some job as a congressional staffer; going to lavish parties with my polo flannel buttondown and boat shoes on the weekend with rich sluts. It was just supposed to "happen." Well, it didn't happen at all. The reality of my situation is so shitty that I don't have the mental software to process it, so I've basically narrowed my time horizon to 24 hours so i can just get through one day without worrying about the future.
Im applying for jobs on indeed now. tick tock
