>>9072618>if everyone could stop telling me how I should live my life, that would be greatSo if someone who has been through what you've been through but knows the outcome advises you against your actions you disregard it?
That's not very cash money of you senpai. Some people are older and have had wild lives. Personally I can say you're being dumb and you're going to push her away more by showing her how desperate you are.
Don't hurt yourself more by holding onto something that needs time to solve. Rushing is a piss poor choice.
Now tell me how I'm wrong and that you know better because of X situation being different.