>>16402572basically i chose to care a fuckton about this shit that doesnt actually matter, and yea theres "well nothing really matters in the end anyway" but even if you ignore the mattering part it was a huge chore, there are so many other things i could've done instead that wouldve been more fun or more useful. it was fun sometimes but sometimes it was a huge waste of time and actually made me really mad to the point of me breaking some shit too. i still dont consider it a bad experience though, like you said it can be a positive thing and i completely agree with that, but i think i want more balance in the future, not 100% productivity all the time but at least some balance, like i completely stopped exercising because of the climb, so i'll keep that in mind for the next time i want to go off the rails
>>16402710>russians overdosingthats pretty insane but i wonder if thats just a russia thing, i rememeber seeing threads about russian kids doing fucked up stuff like jumping off buildings and basically people said it's common in russia because they have nothing in their lives so they just don't give a fuck, and this was before 2016 too so that makes it at least a little bit more credible to me lol. but now that i think about it those kind of threads could've been disinfo, i remember an educated guy saying something about how the cia used paper comics to sow dissent in middle eastern countries so maybe those hypernihilist russia stories were disinfo too but i have no idea. people talk about muh glowies all the time on this site but i dont think about them because i dont go on pol so it's less relevant and there's no way to know anyway, but it's an interesting thought
>id advise not talking to anyone like thatlol yea, idk if i'd equate it to dick pics though since he never sent any lewd pics and never said anything like that, maybe he would've but he never did, i didnt hate him but it was fun to act like it, kinda like a squidward and spongebob dynamic charlim
