>>10469702Whatever you call it, it's okay. It doesn't matter. I just know that the idea makes me happy (or at least detracts me from my misery a bit) and that's enough. I've an online friend who isn't gay, but cares for me deeply and lets me express how I love him. It makes me feel warm inside. I most likely won't ever meet him or have any relationships at all, but what I get now is enough.