>>15165921>>15165955Sorry, I went for a walk. I was starting to get sick of my room.
>reflecting too muchYou can't ignore your mistakes, but I suppose you can't dwell on shit for too long. As long as you've learned your lesson I guess it is best to leave that shit in the past. Hopefully God will forgive you for your (presumably) homosexual sins.
>Yeah, I've just never been really cared for by them, in their actions.What's your relationship like with them? Do they completely ignore you to the point where they don't even cook for you or what?
>Well, I guess it's being harsh to myselfI don't think you should be so harsh on yourself though, from talking to you now you don't really seem dumb or whatever. Just extremely undersocialized and unable to do basic things like cook for yourself, both of which can be easily fixed.
>It's probably not the brightest futureIt's not too late to change things for the better. I was pretty similar to you in school, I never listened and procrastinated a lot. I'm trying to fix that shit right now and I just wish I could go back and actually try.
>Well, I used to play a loooot of video games, but these late times I just can't have fun with it.I know the feel, it really sucks. If you find something you like though it's a great time killer.
>Also, getting into something like drawing would take a lot of practiceDo you not think you'd feel more accomplished if you were productive for a little bit of your day?
>Well, I can go into the inner mechanisms of attention whoring, but, I don't think you're interested in hearing that.Perhaps another time. I'm probably gonna make myself some food and get off for the night. Sorry for the late response again
