>>7838573D-dear, you are in the US. Inpatient is basically n-not a thing any more. Nearly all hospitals are out patient. You are n-not going to be put into a hospital.
It's possible to lead a normal life. But you need to stop hiding this from your therapist if you want to do so. You need to talk to them and be up front about what you are feeling, otherwise they cannot help you.
You are not crazy. But you need an accurate diagnosis so you can start moving on with your life and, hopefully, not having cell phones tell you to run out into the street. Does that make sense?