>>15063925same for me, especially when I was in elementary school and in SPED, I would make 5th graders eat asphalt or wood chips if they tried to even just steal my kickball and bonk me in the head with it. don't provoke an autistic spastic 2nd grader on 20mg of amphetamines during recess lmfao, thats all I can say. I got in fights a fuckton in 2nd and 3rd grade with guys over the littlest things, to the point i had no male frens except my fellow sped males, but I was friends with all the girls in my class which pissed off the normie males a lot kek.
anyway, its a craving for a surge of norepinephrine and dopamine, which is what occurs when you enter the fight response of fight or flight, you are chronically low in those two catecholamines so your brain will want any surge it can get of those two, be it fighting or hyperfixations/hyperfocus.
>>15063928you say that as if its contradictory to have ADHD and also be addicted to amphetamines, one could consider tolerance itself to be biological addiction, which always occurs with stimulants for ADHD, you will always build tolerance and dependency, and have to lower doses incrementally when you quit, lest you have withdrawal symptoms, and you may crave it during that time period of course, especially when withdrawing, I mean you just went from your brain from being used to high amounts of dopamine and norepinephrine, raised by medication, to no raising of them by medication, of course its going to crave it again to get that back and withdrawals are due to the brain not having enough dopamine and norepinephrine as its used to having. its not hard to quit it when done incrementally at all ofc. anyways your former point is retarded if i forgot to mention..
