>>7967700take time off.
seriously, you don't like in america or some other country where the state doesn't give a shit about it's workers
go to a psychologist, tell him and look what he says. he probably tells you the same thing i told you. you'll get a medical certificate which you can show your employer and take off for a while. the costs you produce will be paid by some insurance anyway probably. if you're in education, you'll simply have to rework the things you missed out on
good luck.