>>22304108Seems like a giga bait but i will gulp it this time just in case the 1% chance of being true triggers.
You have a mental illness.
I don't blame you, nobody should blame you and you also should not blame you.
You have it. You don't asked for it.
Well, nobody here have the formula to your pain go away.
But there is psychiatrists, psychologists and therapists that are really committed to the real Mind Science.
They also will not snap their fingers and make your pain disappear.
But in their case, they can help. I believe they can make the pain significant lower at the level of living with your condition in a much better way.
Right now the Woke Movement and the LGBTQ+ ZVFG66 45 D is dying gladly and this open the path for people like you search for real help.
When i say real help, i say real people that loves their job and study very hard and it's committed to make the lives of those in mental illness pain waaaay better.
Have patience with yourself.
Keep this in mind.
Have
patience
with
yourself
and go after some help.