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I think I'm just about there. I should've listened to my brother about western women for the last 10+ years, but I was off chasing limerences in vain, and ironically every time they ended up fucking someone close to me and further destroying me psychologically/emotionally because I went too slow for them. the state of society... I'm tall and was a 7 or 8 before my hair started falling out, but I always lost the women to guys who were shorter, uglier, made less money, etc... because they had the right genitalia at the right time. because I want to go out on at least a couple dates before we fuck (jesus would 3 be so bad?), and the mutual friend is dtf whenever. fuck feelings.
one of the things I always valued about women was that I believed I could trust them not to fuck me over emotionally. now I know that they're even quicker than men to abandon any and all loyalty for sex, but they're far worse about it because they're more likely to gaslight the man and somehow make themselves the victim
so what's left to value about women that I couldn't get from an "arrangement" with a foreign woman? okay that's all for this blog, thanks for reading. I'm very stoned and going to sleep now
