>>11360433You know I once got caught in a loop of thinking about existentialism after doing a-PHP for a few days. I had woken up from sleep I needed and made the mistake of laying in bed and thinking about mortality instead of getting up and getting my mind busy.
HUGE mistake, worst thing I've ever experienced and I've been through some real nasty experiences.
Worse than death, was the thought of the universe eventually blowing up and erasing literally everything ever known.
I thought about how all the great stories, artwork, and even simple shit like Dragonball will one day be completely obliterated, as though it never existed.
Terrifying shit. But sober, I don't know what to think. I do know I have a little PTSD from my doped experience so I avoid asking the question.
